Pour On Me

Hi Everyone,
I hope you are doing well, I am doing ok, On Wednesday night as I was enjoying my Irish Stew and Brews my niece Kim went into labor. She was only half way through her pregnancy. Her cervix fully dilated and there was nothing the Doctors could do. Her and Andy gave their little girl her name, Kendall. Kim,Andy my sister and Lauren all held her and said their goodbyes. They got a certificate with her hand and foot prints. It kills me to see Kim and Andy who have worked so hard to get everything together after 5 yrs of marriage to have their first child, only to lose her. It kills me to see my sister who for the second time has lost her first grandchild. My nephew Robert and his wife lost their first child and now it may be too late. She sees what I have with Bri and wants it all the more. All our happiness is gone about watching our family grow and having grandchildren together summer. It makes me want to stand in the pouring rain and scream to the heavens,NO MORE DEATH,NO MORE PAIN,NO MORE LOSS! So I made this video to express how I am feeling. I am sure Kendall was brought to heaven on my mothers wings.
Thanks for visiting my blog,
Take Care,
Janet :)

On this day, flowers
I will lay on your
grave mia madre bella.
74 years ago you were
sent from Heaven

Some days the little
girl in me wants to run
into your arms and
never leave. But I have
to believe your Angel
Wings surround me.
The little girl inside of me
wants to run back to
another time where once
again together we will be

mamma mia forza, il mio cuore
mother, my strength, my heart
I will walk in your shoes until
I can walk no more, I will fight
until I breath my last for rights
I will shine your light and be your
voice for what you endured.

My beautiful mother,
I shout out to your star,
Happy Birthday from a far.
Every day I remember your
mia madre bella


  1. Janet,

    I am so sorry to hear this. These events are super hard to understand... if at all there is meant to be understanding.

    I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

    Many Blessings,


  2. Thank you Julieanne, I appreciate your prayers and blessings.
    Love and Light to you my friend
    Janet :)